xoxo; babydoll ♛

2009-10-18T11:45:00.002+08:00

At bf's house.
Mum & dad went for their usual chanting on sundays int he morning at jurong.

The moment jayven saw the ferrari car seat, he wants to sit on it.
So funny !
Keep looking.
Cos darling's adjusting the seat belt for him.
Then he keep looking at it.
So cute. (:

Videos :

2009-10-17T23:33:00.004+08:00

We went out with his parents to robinsons at town.
Bought a ferrari car seat & a romper for little jayven so that he can sit by himself in their car.
Thanks for it. (:
After that we went to hilltop restaurant for dinner & then to jelita cold storage to shop for groceries.
Their trolley had a baby seat.
So special sia ! Hahas.
Jayven was so shiok sittting down there. XD
After that i headed home. (:

2009-10-17T14:32:00.005+08:00

Woke up this morning.
Jayven was still sleeping.
So wake him up for milk.
Sis dropped by to have lunch with mum.
But before she came, we had conflicts over a small thing.
Oh bother !
At darling's house now.
Thank god.
At least i've got somewhere to BREATHE.

2009-10-16T13:46:00.005+08:00

VIDEOS OF BABY JAYVEN ! :D

Video 1:

Video 2

Video 3

Video 4

Video 5

2009-10-16T13:41:00.004+08:00

It was raining damn heavily in the mornign sia.
So shag.
But thank god it stopped.
Then i can meet darling hubby. (:
Nai nai says jayven has grown taller.
o.o i cant tell the difference.
Maybe bcos i'm always with him everyday. :x

2009-10-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

Was damn bored at home.
Cant stand staying at home.
So met mikko.
Went to her house, saw kaylan, i was like "AWW !".
He's damn small, & he looks DAMN CUTE lurhhs ! :D
Wanna cuddle him, but he's not full month yet. so shag. :(
Went to bpp get my eyebrow trimmed.
Then ate at mos burger.
After that cabbed down to taka to get mikko's baby clothes.
Then cabbed back panjang.
Then to lot one to get her nose pierced & headed home.

2009-10-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

Stayed at home the whole day.
Its like FINALLY YEAHS?
Look at jayven.
He's holding the flower ! :D
LAUGHS.
But i went out to lot one with parents for dinner.

2009-10-13T13:06:00.001+08:00

Met caiying mei, tiffany nuer, dyon at cwp. (:
After that went for dinner with family at limbang. (:

2009-10-12T12:23:00.005+08:00

Jayven is in a very good mood today.
Keep smiling.
Aww... How charming ! :D

Hello everyone ! :D

Do i look like a big boy sitting on nai nai's sofa?

Cute hor? :D

See my smile? NO TEETH ! :D

eh... nai nai whats that? o.o

Wah... Nai nai bought me pampers & milk powder !

Now i've got lots of milk to drink !
Eh, but mummy,
you make me sit with the pampers & friso is like
making me shoot an advertisement sia...
:D

Come take a closer look of me with friso... :D

Ok la mummy.
Enough taking photos for me.
:D

2009-10-11T15:17:00.005+08:00

Didnt intend to go out today.

But CH brother called to meet up cos he wanna see jayven boy.

So met him at westmall.

He bought 2 rompers for lil' dino.

Cos he's jayven's godfather.

LAUGHS ! :D

Didnt wanna go home.

So met sis at cwp.

Coincidentally, i met yanting.

But xavier's not with her. :(

I wanna see xavier !

Next time gonna meet her out. (:

Now at sis's hse doing nothing.

Damn bored lor !

I miss you, hubby. <33

2009-10-10T17:50:00.008+08:00

Went to hubby's place today i the late afternoon.
Half day burned due to the heavy rain this morning.
Made me so mad.
Cos it means i'm spending lesser time with my hubby.
Had curry for dinner.
Yummy ! (:

2009-10-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

Bought this romper for jayven.
So cute lor !
I love it ! :)

2009-10-09T20:47:00.006+08:00

Went to meet yuanmei to get my contact lens today.

Actually wanted to go cwp.

BUt then ym wanted to bring shannon to see chinese doc.

So we headed to gombak then ate at westmall.

Bought a romper for little jayven. (:

After that we walked around & then meet family at yewtee point for dinner.

Baby's sick !

Cant meet him today,

Get well soon !

I miss you hubby. <33

2009-10-08T16:35:00.001+08:00

I was too bored.
So i collaged my baobei's & my photo together.
Look alike yeahs?
HAHAS. :D

2009-10-08T14:11:00.002+08:00

Jayven's fine after the jab.
HE's so cute lor.
6.20 am drank his milk.
Then dont want to sleep after finishing his milk.
So i put him lying on his back.
Then i just go back to sleep.
When i woke up, i found him playiong by himself quietly.
HAHAS !

Now at darling hubby's hse.
I love him & baby jayven. <33

2009-10-07T14:01:00.003+08:00

Brought baobei to polyclinic for his 5 in 1 jab.
Sleeping until so shiok then suddenly he woke up.
Think he knows we're gonna jab him. =x
Cry until so loud but its for awhile..
What a brave little boy. (:
Stayed at home the whole day, was afriad he would have a fever.
Quite cranky after getting the jab.
But overall, he's still fine. (:

2009-10-06T13:43:00.003+08:00

JAYVEN IS 3 MONTHS OLD !

Weight: 6.3 kg
Height: 64cm

- Hates cradle carry
- Loves to be carried while walking
- Starts to have his social smile
- Loves to talk to people
- Loves people to play with him
- Able to hold his head & lift up
- Able to recognise familiar voices
- Starts to put his hand into his mouth

2009-10-05T23:18:00.004+08:00

Went to jp with ginnie.
So long never see her liaos.
I miss baby gavin lor.
But she never bring him out. :(

After that i meet yuanmei at bpp.
Shannon look damn cute with her botak head ! xDD

I had dinner with parents at lot one & headed home.
(:

2009-10-04T17:38:00.004+08:00

Went to darling hubby's house today.
Little jayven was so active when he sees his mum.
LAUGHS !

2009-10-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

Was actually going to jiahui's baby full month today.

BUt it seems to be raining soon.

Then never go in the end.

I'm so sorry jiahui. :(

Went to sis's hse for dinner.

& its a combined b'day for vel & zac.

Happy b'day to the 2 of you ! (:

Dont know darling can meet me tomorrow ma.

Miss him lots lots !

IMISSYOU ! <33

2009-10-03T20:21:00.001+08:00

Some random photos of Baby Jayven. (:

2009-10-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

Went out with yuanmei & sharon to jp.

Zavier is so cute !

& he looks abit like my nephew...

AWW... (:

After that went to bpp meet darling awhile.

Then to lot one with mum & dad. (:

2009-09-30T17:02:00.000+08:00

Went out with cindy dear & yuanmei dar to jurong point.
My little dinosaur very guai in the mrt.
Cos i talk to him & he guai guai stayed in the pram.
If i carry him he will NEVER go back to the pram ! =x
Had lunch & walked around jp.
Yuanmei & i bought a shirt for our little ones.
After meeting them i had dinner with hubby & parents.
Hubby took me home.

2009-09-26T20:39:00.002+08:00

POOR JAYVEN !

Little dino of mine has been coughing the whole night.

This morning also still coughing.

So mum accompanied me to bring him to see doc.

Thank god its a mild flu.

Cough they cant do much.

Cos babies below 6 months are unable to take cough medicines as its too strong for them.

So if it worsens , we have to go back to the doctor again.

Hope jayven will be fine. :(

2009-09-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

Met yuanmei dar & little shannon at BPP today.

Took lunch at the taiwan cafe.

Cos she wanna try out the food there. (:

Jayven was ok at first, still can guai guai sit on pram.

But once he's being carried, he doesnt wanna go back to the pram. :x

Mommy ting ting came all the way here from tampines to meet us.

Pretty mommy. (:

Walked aroung BPP.

Then accompanied ym to get her ice cream mooncakes & headed home.

Went out to lot one for dinner with mum & dad at around 7pm.

Met my sis & kids.

Loiter around lot one till about 9 plus & headed home. (:

2009-09-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

Time flies so quickly.

My little boy is growing & changing each day.

Look at how much he's changed since birth ! (:

Jayven at birth

Jayven at 2 months & 2 weeks

2009-09-23T16:25:00.008+08:00

Hello peeps.
OMG.
I realised that i've not been updating for so long !
Been quite busy with jayven.
& had been going up to darling's house with baby as well.
His parents loved jayven.
AWW ! :)

Darling's sick today. :(
Poor thing !
Cant carry jayven as well.

Anyway, I went out with my darling, ice mommy as well.
i'll update the photos asap.
Gotta find time.
Cos last weekend niece & nephew were sick.
So i was unable to go to sis's hse use lappy. :(
But dont worry, will update this weekend. :)

2009-09-20T19:29:00.004+08:00

Its a sunday.

BORING !

Cant meet my darling boy today as he's got duty to do at camp.

Sis & kids came over for lunch.

Ahyi & cousin hanboon as well. (:

Zac loved jayven.

Always wanna get so near to him.

HAHA !

After lunch, i followed mum & dad to senja soka centre for WD's performance thing.

Sian, gotta chant... -.-

Then went to BPP for dinner & headed home. (:

My dinosaur ! :)

Vel & zac playing with jayven.

Vel & zac sitting beside my kor & his gf chanting. :)

2009-09-15T19:43:00.010+08:00

Darling took half day leave for me.

I left my little dino at sis' hse so that we could have some time together. (:

Went to vivo, coincidentally his mum was there as well in toys'R'us looking at baby stuff.

LAUGHS.

She even bought clothes for my dino boy.

Thats so nice of her. (:

2009-09-06T13:22:00.003+08:00

JAYVEN IS 2 MONTHS OLD !

- Able to smile & laugh .
- Able to lift head up & turn to the side .
- Sleeps from 9pm to 10 pm .
- Hates cradle carry .
- Loves to be carried standingwhile walking around . ( like an older kid ) .
- Loves to sleep on his tummy .
- Always want to be carried even when sleeping .
- Drinks 150 ml every 3 hours .
- Cries very loud .

Naughty boy of mine getting cuter each day. (:

2009-09-06T13:10:00.002+08:00

Brought my little dinosaur out to teckwhye with family & cousins for breakfast.

He's holding the bottle himslef.

AWW ! (:

2009-09-06T12:12:00.000+08:00

Some overdue photos.

2009-08-31T12:58:00.001+08:00

Ice mommy ask me out to go jurong point together.

Xavier is so damn cute lor ! (:

2009-08-29T16:34:00.002+08:00

Went to bugis with cindy mommy.

Finally can go out without jay-jay boy. (:

Left him with my sis's maid.

Reached bugis.

Walked around, talk to friends working there.

Then windowed shop then headed back to cck.

Went to lot one for early dinner.

Then went home. (:

2009-08-28T22:23:00.001+08:00

Woke up as usual, feeding jayven boy.

Then mami kiki asked me out to taka at the last minute.

Met her & cindy mommy at phoenix lrt station.

Yuanmei came along as well.

Cindy's hubby fetched us there. (:

Reached taka, Then we managed to find our way cos we all forgotten how to go to the baby fair.

LAUGHS ! :P

Nothing much, after that we went to the nursery room to feed our babies.

Then yunxuan & angeline came along to meet up awhile.

Wow. The whole nursery is ours lor !

So many people sia ! :x

Took photos & went to mac for a bite & then headed home.

Cindy stayed at my hse until her hubby fetches her home.

Jeremy is damn naughty !

This boy push the chair till my mum's floor has scratches ! :x

2009-08-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps.

I know i didnt really update my blog.

Cos i moved back to my own hse le.

So wont be updating often.

So fedup lor !

I forgotten my plurk email sia.

Cant log in ! WTF ! :(

Life's the same.

Little jayen is getting cuter & cuter.

But still, always want people to carry lor.

Naughty boy ! (:

Here are some photos of my boy. (:

2009-08-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

Went out with paulette sister to lavender.

Then headed to bugis.

After that went to sis's hse to fetch my precious home.

Paulette stayed at my hse till late night then went home.

2009-08-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

Went to KKh for my checkup.

Asked cindy mommy along.

I was feeling sick though.

Came down with a fever when i reached home.

2009-08-18T14:49:00.003+08:00

2009-08-16T23:58:00.002+08:00

Intended to stay at home & sleep all day.

Including feeding jayven & all that.

But then dad asked me go over to mum's place for dinner.

Sian. Go lor.

I'm so tired sia.

Brought jayven to ahma's hse.

He sleeping so soundly.

Then violin called me.

Its like, FINALLY?

Yeahs, i know its tiring during the first few days of confinement.

But she'll get used to it eventually.

Hope to meet her soon !

Looking forward to her baby's full month celebration ! :DDD

Went home at around 8 plus.

Still sleeping, until 9pm.

HOHO... Hell time for me.

He dont wan sleep lor !

Eyes opened damn big like a doll. O.O

Daytime like angel, Night time like devil.

Giving me sleepless nights ! :(

Feel like going out tomorrow.

Weekdays are boring !

But ask who out?

Sian... =x

2009-08-15T23:25:00.003+08:00

Its a boring sat.

So i went to meet mommy evelynn & baby christelle.

Took a cab to jurong point. (:

Baby christelle & my boy were damn cranky.

Dont give us face sia.

We were stuck in the nursery for almost an hour !

After feeding our babies & changing their diapers, we walked around for awhile.

Really enjoyed the outing with her.

Lots of things to talk about. (:

Then went to KFC to eat & then went to find a pair of heels that evelynn's looking for.

Feeding time & changing diapers again.

Went to the nursery.

Then evelynn finally decided to get her heels from charles & keith.

& we headed home. (:

When i reached home, jayven was still sleeping.

Then i woke him up to clean him & feed him.

From 8 till now he's still awake ! ARGH !

I'm so frustrated whenever he wakes up at night !

I doubt that its gonna be a good night's sleep. :(

2009-08-14T23:52:00.003+08:00

Never sleep well last night.

Due to my blog being posted on forum.

& also because jayven kept waking up every 1 to 2 hours !

I'm so frustrated. I'm so tired. I'm so damaged.

I'm "battery flat" lor. Need to recharge.

But my battery never get full. :(

Went out in the noon to meet mabel at jp.

She went for interview there.

Then i went to get 2 tops for myself & then we took a bus back to cck.

She needs to go home to pass her hp to her sis.

Then i went back home to rest awhile before bringing my niece for her chinese class.

Later she come find me at my sis's hse & we go together to lot one.

Walked around lot one.

Headed to kfc as mabel was hungry.

I was so afraid that people will knock onto the pram & shock jayven.

He gets shock easily. =x

Anyway, we loiter around lot one until its time to fetch velda (my niece).

Then cabbed back home.

Mabel stayed at my house till 9pm. (:

Wtf lor.

"N" came to my doorstep WITHOUT MY PERMISSION !

ASSHOLE. I HATE IT ! ARGH ! >=(

I told sis to get him to go.

I dont want to see him. -.-

2009-08-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

2009-08-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

Went to polyclinic in the morning as i was worried about jayven's testicles.

Cos his testicles were swollen.

& it can be serious till it needs operation.

So went to let the doc have a look at it.

Then the doc say its developed a hydrocele.

I checked the website. its in which fluid from the abdomen accumulates in a testicle, or possibly an inguinal hernia, in which a loop of the intestine pokes down into the testicle.

She told me to come next month to check again.

After that, i went to meet mommy lynn & baby darius at lot one.

Then i met the social worker.

Coincidentally, i met mommy ice.

Baby xavier is damn cute lurhh !

The moment he look at he he smile sia !

AWW !!! :DDD

I walked around lot one with her for awhile & then headed home. (:

Baby DARIUS ! :D

2009-08-12T21:06:00.002+08:00

My little boy.

Took photos of him.

Getting naughtier.

Dont want to let mummy sleep at night lor.

Cry & cry. HEADACHE... ! >.<

But still, he's my little precious. (:

I LOVE MY BABY JAYVEN . ♥

EH? whats that?

Chey !

HUH?

Mummy taking photo of me?

Mummy ! I dont want take photo !

I want carry !

Stopped crying.

BLEAHS !

Ahma carry me.

Ok mummy, i let you take photo ! :D

I very sian liaos leh.

Mummy can you stop taking me?

Jayven's "SHOCK" face... lols !

2009-08-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

Went to jp with mabel to help sis collect bag as she bought online. (:

2009-08-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

Went out with mommy lynn & baby darius to jurong point.

Reached there, walked awhile as jayven's feeding time was near.

After feeding him, he cry so loud when i was changing his diapers lor !

Darius beside him no reaction de, just sleep with the smiley face.

Everytime see his face i wanna laugh sia !

Soooo CUTE ! :DD

Then jayven scare himself.

Laughs, funny boy !

After that we went to kiddy palace.

Had pizza hut for lunch.

Then walked again.

Alot of people thought our boys are twins lor !

Keep on asking... LOL !

After that we took a cab back.

I dropped by at mum's place.

Then i went lot one to get something & went home. (:

2009-08-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

Went to mum's place for lunch with sis & kids.

Jayven's first time at ahma's house ! :D

We stayed until the national day show has ended. (:

2009-08-08T22:49:00.001+08:00

Brought jayven out with sis & kids to yew tee point for dinner.

Ate sushi ! :D

After that walked around for awhile then go home.

Bought a small cake for my niece, velda.

Then she got a free balloon. (:

Jayven's cry is damn loud lor.

Aunty push him around to stop him from crying but he still cry.

Can hear him from a distance lor.

I can recognise his voice lor.

Funny boy boy of mine.

See his face i wanna laugh sia... :DDD

2009-08-07T23:02:00.001+08:00

Brought jayven for his jab in the morning.

Then meet mommy lynn & baby darius in the afternoon.

Went to lot one walk walk, so nice bringing boy boy out. (:

After that accompanied lynn to the clinic.

Then we headed home. (:

Jayven & me

Me carrying baby darius

2009-08-06T19:47:00.006+08:00

JAYVEN IS ONE MONTH OLD ! :D

Little jayven growing each day. (:

Always wants mummy to carry !

Everytime make me laugh when i see his expressions. (:

& now then i realise he has more flesh on the legs now after giving birth to him. :x

Took 2 videos of him.

Very cute ! :DDD

I wish i could bring jayven out.

But i cant as mummy dont let me bring him along.

She says he's still young, weak against germs & everything.

Wait till his older... SIAN... :(

I wanna go out also cant cos no one is free help to take care baby. :(

Video of my little baby (:

2009-08-02T18:52:00.018+08:00

Thanks to everyone that came to jayven's full month.

Thanks for the gifts as well.

Most appreciated. (:

Mummy & Erzi

Jayven & me

Ellie & jayven (:

(From left to right: ellie, me, cindy chua, michelle, cindy tan)

(From bottom left to right: tingfong, emily, sining, eileen, jason)

(From top left to right: ellie, me, cindy chua, michelle, cindy tan)

The kids (:

Mum, sis & jayven

Michelle & jayven

Velda & Lovelle

Jason gan erzi (:

Michelle, cindy & me (:

Zac's new hairstyle ! (:

Ahyi & jayven (:

Zac & Lovelle (:

Lastly, thank you for all your presents ! (:

2009-08-02T10:44:00.002+08:00

Today's jayven's full month celebration.

& it just 4 days away before he turns 1 month old ! :DDD

How times flies ! :DDD

Food has arrived.

Everything almost done.

Only waiting for the guests to arrive.

Evelynn & Lynn aka yiling mommies are also having their full month celebration on the same day as me as well. (:

Happy full months to their babies, christelle & darius ! :DDD

I'll try to upload photos & update more tonight. (:

2009-08-01T20:13:00.010+08:00

Went to get my hair hightlighted again as the colour is not obvious.

Meet cindy together with my sister & her kids, went to anchorpoint today. (:

Sis brought the kids to IKEA while cindy accompanies me.

Tool 2 hours to get my hair done. (:

Then went to IKEA find sis & kids.

Bought clocks & red photo frames from there.

Then took a cab home.

Sis went home first, while cindy & i went to lot one for awhile as i wanna get my shaker fries ! :D

Tomorrow's jayven's one month celebration.

WOOHOO ! :DDD

2009-08-01T20:00:00.001+08:00

Hahas !

Very long never update my little boy le rite?

See more of his photos on his blog ok?

http://babyjayven.blogspot.com

MY SISTER & JAYVEN (:

2009-07-30T20:48:00.006+08:00

Its the 3rd week of confinement.

Time passes so slowly ! :(

Today i went to anchorpoint with sis to get our hair done.

We did hair treatment, dyed our hair & trimmed it slightly shorter.

Not bad. (:

Wow, at least i get to go out.

Its like FINALLY?

& i know you people also wanna see my camwhoring photos right?

HAHAS ! Here's my new hair. (:

2009-07-26T20:58:00.004+08:00

BAD DAY

Didnt sleep the whole day. Feeling very frustrated. Feeling so stressed up. Feeling depressed.

Because my boy woke up from a shock quite a few times today. Then he cant get to sleep. Then he kept on crying. I'm so tired. No one helping me. At least let me have a few hours' rest la ! But no one's at home. My sis & kids with maid go my mum's place. Leaving me alone with jayven. :(

I wished i had money. Then i can hire nanny to tc of my baby then i wont be so headache. :(

I really cannot stand this confinement liaos ! I wanna go out ! I wanna drink cold drinks ! :(

2009-07-25T22:20:00.005+08:00

Sis bought me this 2nd hand COMBI pram for jayven.

Same as hers but its just the colour different only.

Condition of pram still good as new. (:

Thanks sis !

& HAPPY BDAY TO YOU ! :D

2009-07-25T21:15:00.007+08:00

Woke up in the morning.

Sis asked me to come along with them for early lunch at limbang.

So i brought jayven out with them.

Zac keep wanting to push the pram lor.

He likes jayven alot. :D

Reached the kopitiam at limbang.

But i didnt eat at all.

Cos still having confiement.

Came out to get fresh air. (:

After that, we went to get groceries & headed home.

Then sis helped me babysit jayven for afew hours.

I can finally rest. (:

Around evening, they went out for dinner with ahyi & cousin hanboon & also my family.

After dinner, they went downstairs for the durian cum fruits blockparty.

Sian ! They left me alone with jayven lor ! :(

They came back around 8plus.

Then celebrated sis's bday. (:

I wanna go out !

I want confinement to end quickly !

Cant stand staying at home ! :(

Looking forward to baby's full month next week. (:

Zac looking at jayven

Jayven feeding himself

Zac ran so fast lor . See how far is he !

Little helper zac want to push the pram

Velda & Zac

Sis's bday cake (:

Sis & kids (:

2009-07-24T13:37:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's sis's bday !

But too bad.

I'm having my confinement.

Cant go out get her present. :(

Haish.

But its the thought that counts.

I'll get her bigger present next year ! :D

Was so bored.

So decided to make jayven a blog as his photos are flooding mine. >.<

Here's his link: http://babyjayven.blogspot.com/

You can go click on his link at the right column. (:

Then had lunch.

Jayven got a shock by himself again lor.

Poor little boy. :(

Then aunty bathed him then i fed him & he finally went to sleep . :D

2009-07-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

Took a video of my nephew ZAC today.Hahas so cute larhhs him ! :DDD

2009-07-23T20:37:00.009+08:00

Went to the polyclinic today to check on jayven's jaundice.

Thanks god its 91, below 100 baby will be discharged. (:

Yipee ! no need go back to check his jaundice le.

Next appointment to polyclinic is on 7th august to get his injection done. (:

My baby jayven !

Stick out tongue !

Bleahs !

2009-07-22T20:13:00.001+08:00

Was thinking of cutting my hair tomorrow.

But then mum say haven 3rd week cannot cut hair or what. :(

Sian ! Have to wait till next thurs then can cut lor. :x

Jiayou to myself.

Cos confinement still got another 2 weeks ! (:

My little jayven was turning sideways sia !

Funny boy.

Hungry then cry & move his hands & legs till he turn sideways. :D

So cute ! :P

2009-07-21T20:03:00.003+08:00

Confinement, confinement, confinement !

Argh !

Its like sooooo long !

I really want it to end quickly !

I'm sick of drinking red dates tea & milo !

I wanna drink green tea !

I wanna eat ice cream !

I want cold drinks ! :(

Its so boring at home.

I just feed jayven, then sleep when he sleeps.

Then take my lunch, then feed jayven & sleep.

Its the same routine everyday.

I'm so bored !

Cant wait to go get a job.

Then can get out of the house. :(

DAY 15 :

2009-07-19T11:37:00.004+08:00

Finally i can takecare of jayven myself throughout the night.

There's no problem with him for last night.

He just cries for milk & sleeps throughout. (:

OH MY GOD . . .

Seriously if you asked me what time i woke up, i really dont know.

Cos my time was according to jayven now. :(

I suddenly realised something.

Jayven's starting to be what i used to be.

Little bit cry, little bit whine.

ALAMAK !

Hao xue bu xue, go learn mummy's bad stuff !

*F A I N T*

Now he start to be a little naughty liaos. :x

Always want people carry.

I leave him there by himself he whine & cry then awhile stop.

Then whine n cry abit n stop again. -.-

Talk to him without carrying him, he also like whining lor.

Jialat ! >.<

2009-07-18T21:05:00.002+08:00

Woke up this morning at 6plus.

Left house ard 7 plus with mum to go ICA building make jayven's birth cert.

When i board the train, i told mum i missed being pregnant.

Cos people will give up their seats for me. :D

So good rite? Hahas !

& i also missed the feeling of having a little baby in my tummy kicking. :(

When we reached there, we took a number & waited for my turn.

But mine is not those counter outside.

Its in a room sia.

I think becos i'm a single mother then need privacy.

Then still must fill up the declaration form & read lor.

So troublesome for single or yet to be married de ! :(

But then i finally made his birth cert ! :D

Reached home, awhile more its jayven's feeding time.

I've fed him & he's asleep.

But then an hour later he woke up.

I fed him but he drank 20ml of milk only.

Then he sleep again.

Less than an hour wake up again.

Fed him but he drank 20ml again.

Dont know whats happening to him.

He kept crying.

Then i dont know what to do.

Then he drank 40ml of milk & sleep again.

But awhile later he woke up again.

So i gave him the medicine to get rid of the wind in his tummy.

Then finally he sleeps.

Sometimes i really panic as i dont know what he wants & he keeps crying.

I feel helpless lor. :(

Tonight mum's not with me.

She didnt stay over.

I'm all alone.

I scared i cant cope wth jayven at night then will cry sia. :(

2009-07-18T19:53:00.001+08:00

My baby jayven

Sis & jayven

Velda & jayven

2009-07-17T23:37:00.007+08:00

Baby jayven has been sneezing ever since he was born.
I thought it was ok, so i didnt bother to ask my mum about it.
His belly button was ok, never bleed until in the evening his cord got a lil stained blood.
I panic sia !
Asked aunty to clean his umbilical cord.
Then he's not really feeding well.
Drink abit, sleep. Then very fast wake up again.
Then sometimes cry.
I dont know whats wrogn with him. :(
Then sis was so scared & worried too, so she took the kids, maid & i with jayven to KKH.
Jayven didnt have fever. Thank god.
Then the doc says he has wind in his tummy.
Thats why its making him cranky & crying.
& the doc also gave him nose drops cos his nose got abit blocked.
Then we took a cab back home.
I hope my little boy will be fine.

DAY 11 :

Holding milk bottle myself.

Gonna doze off soon...

I look so small in mummy's arms.

Yawns ! So noisy !

EH? Mummy what are you doing?

Why put your hand on me? Very big leh !

2009-07-16T12:20:00.000+08:00

Went to the polyclinic to check on jayven's jaundice.
Went down to 160.
Thank god.
Next appointment will be next week. (: