Friday, April 10, 2009 11:48 PM
Its been long since i've updated my blog as i dont have the time to do so.
& some stupid lame freako-s keep spamming my blog.
really buey sian lorhhs.
well, its not gonna affect me.
even euu spam, i just wont entertain you.
because you are so childish ! .
laughs ! .
I was quite slow when i realised i'm pregnant .
Baby was at his 3rd month then .
At first was quite confused & didnt know how to make a choice .
Finally i decided to keep it .
& its not just for fun .
seriously, its took me, & i supposed every single & young mums
the courage to do it .
I really cant bear to kill this innocent one .
So i've decided to keep him .
its was e 5th month then I noe its a baby boy . (:
Mummy & Daddy couldnt accept it at first.
but then they finally opened up.
thanks to my elder bro & sis .
Well, perhaps its time to grow up .
The road ahead of me will be tough & challenging.
& i know it .
So, yeah, JIAYOU ! .
Because of baby, i've had many depressing nights .
& its not what i wanted .
perhaps these happens to some other mums as well?.
I cant keep on thinking negative.
My young mummy friend encouraged me to think more positive .
cos i dont want baby to be unhappy too .
haish . =x
Hopefully after having this lil' baby can change my life .
God bless this child .
(:
