Monday, May 18, 2009 12:49 AM
Its only 2 days that baby's gone. >.<
Time is killing me !. :(
Every blogpost i write about you, tears will run down my cheeks. :(
It seems so boring & lifeless without you baby. :(
I used to go out with you everyday.
Now you're not here, i dont know what to do to past time. :(
Then I'll definitely think of you, & then emo & cry. :(
Everyday i wake up, i always feel so empty & sad. :(
How to pass time everyday? >.<
I dont know what to do to entertain myself or keep me busy.
I dont know whether to go out or stay at home.
If i go out, who to call?
I'll still feel moodless. Cos someone's missing from my side. :(
I dont know who to call to talk on the phone, except you.
But you cant talk for long. :(
Be it when i'm outside or at home, I'll keep thinking of you.
& everytime i think of you, i feel like crying. :(
I miss everything about you. >.<
My heart's calling out your name. :(
I want you here by my side hugging me so tight.
That's more than enough. >.<
But too bad. You're in taiwan. So far away, I cant reach you. :(
I'm so lonely without you baby.
I'm so weak without you.
I dont know who else to turn to but you.
I need you so badly. :(
I'm so depressed. :(
I cant help it but to cry. :(
You told me to stay strong.
How am i suppose to stay strong?
I'm struggling in this emotional challenge.
I'm trying as hard as i can to be strong & not to cry, not to be sad, not to make you worry.
But i just cant help it. I always make you worry. I'm sorry baby. :(
I cant control my tears. It'll just come rolling down my cheeks. :(
Everytime i look at our photos & the letter you wrote to me,
I feel like dragging you back from taiwan. :(
Baby, dont leave me. I dont want you to leave me. :(
I'm so attached to you. I cant go on without you.
I miss your voice. I miss your smile. :(
Seriously, I dont know how to be happy when i'm outside with friends anymore.
I'll sure be sad for a moment, normal for a moment, then sad again. :(
Baby, how i wish you weren't in taiwan.
How i wish you were just normal ns in SG. :(
Haish. I'm depressed. I'm so afraid that i'll breakdown after baby's born. :(
I'm afraid no one help to look after him. :(
I'm afraid of everything. I'm such a dumb dumb. :(
I'm being so paranoid now. omg. what's got into me? :(
I'm just missing you too much till i am going crazy. :(
Baby, you sleep so early. Haish. I miss you. >.<
I used to talk to you on the phone till i doze off or what then sleep.
Now its different. We cant talk for long. :(
I cant sleep well everynight. Always dreaming of you. :(
I cant get to sleep. How? Baby help me get to sleep. :(
I hate waiting & missing you, its so torturing. :(
But i cant help it. I love you. I must overcome this. :(
But its so hard. I'm not strong. :(
I'm crying like mad now.
Everynight crying over you. It no use. I cant stop crying.
It just come suddenly. :(
Baby, i wanna see you... :(
I miss you . I miss you . I miss you . :(
Haish... :(
{ilovenickchongyz ♥}
