Friday, May 29, 2009 9:37 PM
Jie came back ard 2 plus this afternoon.
We brought zac to the clinic to have his jab.
After that send velda to her chinese class.
Jie, aunty (the maid), zac & me went to lot one walked awhile first then head back to chinese language sch to see velda's performance. (:
Its quite entertaining though, seeing those kids answer questions, performing, etc.
Performance ended. Class ended as well.
We meet mum & dad at cck control station to go to jurong point.
Reached jurong point, had some conflicts. :(
Come back cck, i'm still feeling pissed off.
But then ok lerhhs. (:
Today lot one got jolin tsai come lor.
Then everyone was like so crazy over her.
I saw alot of ppl holding her CDs with her signature.
I find it so stupid. lols.
Students study also not so hardworking as this lor !
lame shit sia ! :x
Lil jayven still kicking me as always.
& i just love him alot.
Sorry lil one that mumy's always angry or crying. :(
Pls dont be like me & have bad temper when you're born. >.<
Must be a good boy so that everyone will love you ok?
Sayang sayang, mummy loves you. (:
I find myself useless. Why cant i be more independent? :(
I dont know why. & i get sensitive easily & cry. :(
I feel that i'm such a failure. I lack confidence in myself.
I dont know what to do. :(
I always get angry & depressed or cry, be it with reason or no reason.
& I feel that i'm not fit to be a mother. :(
Missing baby like always.
Msged with him awhile.
But he's always watching tv at his camp in taiwan.
lols. he says like that can past time. :x
Sometimes baby's tone when talking on the phone like wanna quarrel with me lor.
Dont know what he's thinkin. :x
If can see his expression jiu hao le.
Easier to disturb him & make him laugh. xDD.
About 8 days to go, then baby's back to me again ! (:
{ilovenickchong}





