Wednesday, May 27, 2009 12:52 AM

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Haish. Jie asked me what am i gonna do with my baby.
I've no money, I've no job. & she, also my parents too are very stressed.
Trying to make ends meet to help support this newborn baby of mine. :(
I'm also stressed as well. Mentally stress.
Impossible go find a job now what. I'm giving birth soon.
Ya. they know also. But they keep stressing me about the issue.
I dont know what to do ! :(
What to do? I'm worried no one help takecare of baby.
I'm worried baby will suffer.
I'm worried that i cant handle & i'll be in a depression. :(
& i'm sooo afraid of the labour pain. :(
Sians!. My phone gg to be spoilt.
My memory card is damaged & spoilt !
No more music to listen liaos ! :(
I want a new handphone badly !
But i no money !
Mum's not buying me one anymore.
Cos i lost a phone before. :(
If possible, i really hope baby can get me a new handphone lor. >.<
But he needs to settle his own stuff, I also dont dare to get from him.
Haish. Bu hao yi si nehhs ! >.<
I desperately need a new phone !
Its another day.
Should i slack at home alone?
DAMN BORED LOR !
No one jio me out lehhs.
Sibei bored lehhs ! :(
I dont wanna stay at home.
But my phone no music listen i also sians donwan go out.
Haiyo ! But its easier to past time outside. :x
But i must stay at home to "yang tai" marhhs. >.<
I see lor. If got ppl jio me out then i go out.
If no one ask me out by 2pm, then i dont go out. :x
But i think baby wants me to be at home.
Cos he dont want me always go out. >.<
Hmms. I try to listen to you hao ma? :x
If baby's here in SG at least i wont be sooo bored.
Never mind. anyway he's coming back next month. (:
Baby called me to chit chat.
I miss you baby ! (:
Cant wait for him to be back.
He'll be back in 10 more days & i'm counting down. (:
Thank god he's coming back before our 2nd month.
Then we can celebrate together. (:
Baby, i know you wanna save money on overseas calls.
I'll try not to msg you too much. Sorry worhhs. :x
I'll always love you. (:
{ilovenickchong (:}