Saturday, July 4, 2009 10:20 AM
Cant get to sleep.
Slept at 3.45 am after talking to baby.
Woke up 7 plus in the morning
as i was disturbed by the noise made by my niece & nephew AS USUAL ! :(
ARGH ! SO FEDUP !
EVERYDAY WITHOUT FAIL LOR !
WEEKENDS ALSO CANNOT LET ME SLEEP PEACEFULLY !
Especially weekends i cant have a nice sleep de !
So angry ! >:(
Look at my tummy.
So ugly liaos ! :(
HAISH !!!
My rash became like blue black sia.
Trying not to scratch but i still scratch.
The now kinda become sore liaos.
Abit painful if i scratch sometimes. :x
& my tummy's skin feel dry.
I've put the calamol lotion prescribed by doc liaos.
It looks like white liquid paper lor.
I think thats making my skin dry? :x
I dont know if i should put baby lotion on my tummy
as i'm afraid that i put 2 different lotion the rash will worsen. :(
FINALLY, I'M 37 WEEKS PREGNANT !
The week that every mum is looking forward to.
Cos from 37th week onwards, baby will come out anytime ! (:
I'm so excited but i'm still having the phobia of the labour pains, stitches & stuff. :(
I feel that i'm unprepared & not strong enough to face the labour pains... :(
BUT i'm definitely prepared to welcome jayven to this world. :D
Seeing my mummy friends giving birth one by one,
makes me so eager to get jayven out of me ! :D
I'm so curious how he looks like.
I'm so curious about how his temper & everything would be like.
I'm so curious about having a baby that is gonna change my life.
Babies are cute.
But its a long term investment & full time responsibility.
Can i do it ?
Am i able to withstand the pressure & stress?
Am i able to cope myself?
Am i able to survive? :x
I just hope that i'll have a smooth, fast, uncomplicated & safe labour.
& also hope that jayven will be a good baby that everyone loves.
Cos if he's naughty, no one will wanna help me takecare of him, even for a while. :(
Cos crying babies are pain to the ears. >.<
I just have to pray to god to bless me. (:
Tummy at 37 weeks .
