Saturday, July 18, 2009 9:05 PM
Woke up this morning at 6plus.Left house ard 7 plus with mum to go ICA building make jayven's birth cert.
When i board the train, i told mum i missed being pregnant.
Cos people will give up their seats for me. :D
So good rite? Hahas !
& i also missed the feeling of having a little baby in my tummy kicking. :(
When we reached there, we took a number & waited for my turn.
But mine is not those counter outside.
Its in a room sia.
I think becos i'm a single mother then need privacy.
Then still must fill up the declaration form & read lor.
So troublesome for single or yet to be married de ! :(
But then i finally made his birth cert ! :D
Reached home, awhile more its jayven's feeding time.
I've fed him & he's asleep.
But then an hour later he woke up.
I fed him but he drank 20ml of milk only.
Then he sleep again.
Less than an hour wake up again.
Fed him but he drank 20ml again.
Dont know whats happening to him.
He kept crying.
Then i dont know what to do.
Then he drank 40ml of milk & sleep again.
But awhile later he woke up again.
So i gave him the medicine to get rid of the wind in his tummy.
Then finally he sleeps.
Sometimes i really panic as i dont know what he wants & he keeps crying.
I feel helpless lor. :(
Tonight mum's not with me.
She didnt stay over.
I'm all alone.
I scared i cant cope wth jayven at night then will cry sia. :(
